When no one listens to you or you feel that no one listening to you all sorts of things start to happen for instance you have so much pain inside yourself that you try and hurt yourself on the outside because you want help but it's the wrong help you are asking for people see it as a crying world or attention-seeking and they think because you are in the media all the time you've got enough attention, inverted commas but I was actually crying out because I wanted to get better in order to go forward and continue my duty and my role as wife, mother, Princess of Wales So yes, I did inflict upon myself, I didn't like myself I was ashamed because I couldn't cope with the pressures What did you actually do? Well I just hurt my arms and my legs and I work in environments now where I see women doing similar things and I may be able to understand completely where they are coming from I think every strong woman in history has had to walk down a similar path and I think it's the strength that causes the confusion and the fear Why is she strong? Where did she get it from? Where is she taking it? Where is she getting to use it? I'd like to be a queen of people's hearts in people's hearts but I don't see myself being Queen of this country I don't think many people will want me to be Queen. Actually, when I say many people I mean the establishment that I married in to, because they have decided that I'm a non-starter. Why do you think that they've decided that? Because, I do things differently, because I don't go by a rule book because I lead from the heart,
not the head, and albeit that's got me into trouble in my work, I understand that. But someone's got to go out there and love people and show it.
